My boyfriend is really into porn movies. At first, I did not think that it would bother me at all, but now it feels like he is cheating on me. When I come home from my shift at my low cost escorts, he is always in front of the computer or the TV watching porn. He seems to be less interested in me, and may not even ask me what my shift at London escorts was like it. It is not very nice and I do feel that I am being a little bit used and abused.
When we got to bed, and he wants to have sex, he has to watch a porn movie. Like I say to my friends at London escorts, it is a little bit like he does not get turned on by me at all. I cannot help to feel that I am doing something wrong. Many of the gents that I meet at London escorts are addicted to porn as well, so I know what is happening between me and my boyfriend is nothing unusual at all. But when it is actually happening to you, it feels really different.
Is porn cheating? To me it feels like my boyfriend is cheating on me with all of the porn movies. It is almost like he is having an affair with all of the sexy actresses in the movies. I know that he is not that different from the guys that I date at London escorts. Most of them even know the name of the actresses in the movies. It is okay, but I am not sure if he together with me for me, or for the fact that I work for a London escorts service.
How many other couples are going through the same thing? I am not sure how wide spread porn addiction is at all. Porn is now so readily available, and you only need to switch on your mobile phone to see some porn. I am sure that we are a bit too hooked on porn these days. Anyway, I know that many of the gents at London escorts with a serious porn addiction have a hard time letting go. They would rather be married to some fantasy porn star than their wives.
Does my boyfriend feel the same way? When I have some down time at London escorts, I often sit there and think about our relationship. I am not sure that our relationship is that healthy. If it is was, my boyfriend would not be sitting there watching pornos when I come home from my shift at London escorts. Perhaps I am just on porn overload. Some of the movies are okay, but when you hear about porn all of the time, you get fed up with it and you may not even want to talk about it, let alone watch it. At one time, I really loved porn and found it exciting. As I have matured, I think that I prefer having good sex rather than watching it.